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[21 May 2005|01:50pm] |
last dance with mary jane
one more time to kill the pain
i feel summer creepin in and
im tired of this town again
for once in my life,i wish it wasnt summer.
buford gets boring really fast.
im almost done training at work, finally!
its only been a week but its going by so slow.
i love my job. i work with the coolest people.
i literally have no money. i havent spent a
dollar in like...6 days. so weird, but pretty
awesome at the same time. i need money so bad.
im going camping at shoal creek tonight.
i think im going to be the only girl, bc
all my friends are either out of town, or gay.
i hope it doesnt rain.
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right now i dont know why im writing in this.
im packin up stuff from the dorms already.
its really weird to think that last year at this time...a lot of things.
there are no words for the way i feel right now bc i dont even know how i feel.
i feel kind of old. i dont like feeling like that. i miss my parents.
i cant wait to live at home again, but i know after 2 weeks ill want the
village back. this place is a blessing and a curse. im really going to miss
it but at the same time i wont miss it at all. but still really miss it
because things will never be like they are at the villagio. the vil.
it really wont be. not that im not excited for the APT, bc i am.
i have the biggest crush on this boy..or man i guess. hes almost 22. which i find old.
UGH. im pretty sure we send each other 27 text messages a day. my phone bill is going
to be through the roof. right now its worth it but i know in like a month ill be all wtf?
and i know this bc all those entries i made before spring break about a boy were so dramatic. haha.
lterally. i saw him last night and i was like, yeah i am pretty much too good for you, like you said.
he kept trying to talk to me and all i cared about was talking to someone else. its kind of
a good feeling but at the same time i wish he would have come around sooner. shit sucks.
there are so many things i always feel like i should say beause i want to remember them,
but its so hard for me to think about when im sitting on here typing it all out. and i hate
that feeling. i do remember saying something in here almost a year ago about summer being the
time you know who you're best friends are bc they are the only people you talk to blah blah blah
and its the fucking truth. dont get me wrong, i cant wait to see my BFF's all summer, but
this year its SO true bc we KNOW we're not going back to high school, like last summer when we
didnt know what to expect. that we'd always be back in the fucking 600 hall. we'll be going back
to college, the place where we're supposed to be "growing up." fuck that. no one ever grows up.
im going to sleep to read angels and demons now which im sure will confuse and distort
my religious views more than ever before. i just dont even know what i believe about
anything anymore. if nothing of what i say makes sense to you, i dont care. but i am sorry.
i really do wis you could relate to what im saying. im just not good with words. not even
in the slightest. what a fucked up little girl i am.
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[07 Apr 2005|03:10am] |
now that i have found someone
im feelin more alone, than i ever have before.
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i hate boys. literally.
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[02 Apr 2005|06:52pm] |
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at this time last year i was going on spring break wth the rest of the S6 crew and life couldnt have been better. and im not saying that wasnt possibly one of the greatest weeks of my life, but now, a whole year later, i know how awesome life can be. so much has happened since this time last year that its sometimes hard for me to comprehend. im a totally different person. but at the same time, im still me...? yeah, i dont know. i love lamp. no realy though, i love my life and i have so much to be thankful for! im not very religious- or religious at all, and ive been thinking about that a lot lately. i feel like maybe i should go to church, but i dont believe in all that stuff, its just that the bible has some really good quotes in it. im too skeptical about religion to be "on fire for jesus christ". yeah, he was a good man, but come on, theres really good men out there somewhere today doing the same kind of things he was. whatever, enough about religion. it makes me confused just talking about it, because i honestly dont know how i feel about it. i get to see my two absolute best friends Jessica and Ashley in about a week and Im so excited. honestly, they are two of the people in this world that i know will never judge me and will love me no matter what. That's really important to me. And i fucking love them. I need to stop cussing. I called my mom a royal bitch the other day and hung up on her and i almost told her to fuck off today. That makes me sad, because I love my mom so much and would never want to hurt her feelings but GOD. The woman can be so annoying, ya know? I still hate boys. But I like two of them right now. They are fraternity brothers, so I need to pick one so there is no drama. I'm moving into an apartment in Buckhead with Hanna and Laurel in August. I'm SO excited. It's so nice. Chastain Terrace. I love it. Every Sunday while we watch Desperate Housewives (probably the best show ever) we will be drinking out of these GINORMOUS margarita glasses from Swoozie's. Except I hate margaritas, so mine will be full of Bud Light. Yes. And then hang out with Dan K. after the show is over. I love my life. And I dont want to grow yup, okay? :)
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what do you do when the person you like SO much tells you that you're too good for them? i listened and cried for at least 30 minutes last night and this morning when i woke up he was sound asleep right behind me when he said he couldnt sleep anymore. i dont even remember us falling asleep. we were watching the sun rise last i knew. i guess we oth just passed out, it was so late, or early, however you look at it. i just am so confused and no matter how much we talk, it just gets more confusing. he is the cutest boy ever and i hope things get better for him <3
so spring break it is, and like he said, im going to meet so many people and forget about him....ha. boys are so stupid. but hey, ill probaly have fun. hopefully.
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long story short: hanson came to my school. i love zac hanson. i made him a sign that said "marry me zac". he signed it. he looked me directly in my eyes and told me i was SO sweet. so he loves me and we're getting married. first i have to kill off his fiance thats all.
last night i realized im not going to kill myself thinking about this boy all the time. even though his girlfriend is gross and trashy and he is way too good for her, im just going to wait it out, i mean we have so much in common and i think we'd be good for each other. if he wasn't interested in me he wouldn't have said what he said last night. i just feel like hes made himself this bed and now he has to lay in it for a while to pacify her. i hope he gets out of it really soon before i stop liking him. but then again, we have the next 3 years ahead of us still, so im perfectly content. and besides, if he broke up wth her, i probably wouldnt like him anymore. i need to grow out of that habit so i can have a real relationship.
spring break tomorrow. yesssssssss, key west!! the sand and ocean and margaritaville! :) me and kt went to the mall of georgia yesterday and i got lots of cute new clothes, and shab called me to tell me she got her license renewed and kept her old one for me, so now i have an i.d. im beyond happy. getting into the tavern last night was next to impossible and we almost just went home. hopefully i wont have that problem anymore it was kind of fun being the sober one and watching everyone make fools out of themselves. but being the fool is usually fun for me too. i want to go out again tonight, but i gotta do laundry and pack still. its cool, i got time.
the first weekend in april is reserved for going and seeing cashley elizabeth and megan, if she isnt still mad at me. which isnt my fault, but whatever. im not going any further with that subject. i was thinking about last summer and how perfectly awesome it was and im hoping this summer will be the same. i'll be working a lot more because i spend money like its nothing and i dont want to have to work next year. i fucking hate having a job. i miss working at tomatoe's. maybe ill get a job at Fellini's with my Tar-Baby.
EDIT: this is a very crucial thing that i forgot to mention- Tyler Scott Buckley is the love of my life whom no one will ever replace. My heart missed his so much that if I don't see him within the next three months, I will die. <3 Tyler, i love you!
♥
i think im finally returning to the chill me that i use to be and i love it. :)
xox
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ok so i just read over the last couple of months posts and realized that it must seem like i am miserable when in reality ive probably never been as happy. this is due to the fact that i only write in this thing when im pissed off. so dont misconstrue this as me being unhappy, because i am far from it. k!? :)
lately, boys suck. wait, lately? no, always. but 311 has helped me with some advice that im now going to use when it comes to boys: "you cant be let down if you ont expect the world." and from now on, im not going to read so much into everything and im going to go back to not caring and just letting things happen. i need to be laid back again and not so concerned with boys all the time. and i feel better already. good.
jesse's birthday was SO much fun. i needed a night of being home with all my BFF's. spring break is in 5 days and im going to key west. yessssssssss. i can not wait. i am going to be drinking all day on the beach and night. and ill be so tan when i get back! and probably broke too. haha.
i think im dropping my philosophy class. its so fucking hard and it counts less than any of my other classes. my mom doesnt want me to but if i cant get a B i dont want that shit. the midterm is tomorrow so i need to study for that some more and if i dont do well, that class is cut from the team.
i love yall xo
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alright, why the fuck would you call me 6 times in a row, AND then hang up everytime you started saying something to me? Awesome. I love that shit , except for NO! and the girl you're dating is fucking trashy and her face looks fake and she steals stuff. Come on, people stopped doing that in like 7th grade. whatever. i hate you right now and i hate her always. k thanks, bye.
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k so im real worried right now. and pretty miserable too. mostly bc im really sick, but also because it is four in the morning and my head is pounding and all these horrible thoughts are running through my head an i can't sleep and that's all i want to do. if i could take it back, i would in a heartbeat. it's my own fault. im just completely miserable right now and i cant handle it. awesome. hopefully everything will be better by next week, but i doubt it. talking to people helps for a second, but then i just think about it more. sucks.
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me, bob marley, babe ruth, ronald reagan, my ex joey belford, and brandon smith are all officialy one year older (dead or alive).
EDIT: and Duran Riccio!! how could i have forgotten!? (thank you jeannie, cutest girl ever!)
fuckkkkkkkk yeahhhhhhhhh, im gettin REAL shitty for my superbowl/bday party in approximately....12 hours. so i need to go to sleep.
anyone who has contriuted to my amazingly good memories in the past year thank you and i love you! xo
ps. if your name is grant and you go to Georgia Southern, i am in love with you. lets get married. thanks. :)
p.p.s. if your name is Ludacris, i love you a lot more and will be your baby mama. We can eat at Chicken&Waffle every day. <3
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[18 Jan 2005|01:59am] |
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i never let guys get close to me, as soon as they show me they really care, i bail. dont make yourself so available to me. as much as i just want someone to truly care about me, it scares me more than anything. i promise i really do care about you so much, believe me i do. im just really confused. and its not anything i can really put my finger on and its really frustrating to me. so when i say maybe and probably it means i really want to, but i cant. i cant, not because i dislike you, but bc i know its not the best decision for either of us. i wonder sometimes why im like this, why i cant let guys be close to me like that, i mean fuck, i have like 8 guy friends that are like my brothers. whatever. im so weird sometimes. all i know is that i just always run in the other direction when something really good could be happening to me. and i know it, and i run anyway. im just sick of getting hurt.
on another note, my roommates are so fucking annoying. minus danielle bc she isnt involved in this, but my two roommates that live on the other side of the apartment or whatever wake up every ten minutes and one turns on the AC and then the other waits ten minutes and comes and turns the heat on, and i can hear every time they do it, bc the thermostat is right outside my door. i deal with this every night until one of their stuborn asses goes to sleep. jesus. i want to poke my head out and scare one of them. i think that would be funny.
apparently the effects of my drinking are catching up to me. i cut myself off until thursday. i think ill make it til then. i cant form complete coherent sentences in a conversation. i dont really think its bc of alcohol though, ive never really made any sense to anyone but me anyways. and i dont even always make sense to myself. i can remember telling norris and danielle and everyone stories at lunch last year, and then when i was done there was no point to them and it was just completely random. sometimes i dont even think about what im saying. yeah, i never really think about what im saying.
i miss my mommy. and my life sucks right now. awesome.
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All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.
-Tyler Durden, the love of my life.
xo.
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[30 Dec 2004|01:29am] |
i know what i want in friends. i know what i want in boyfriends. i know just what i want and i know just what i need. im pretty sure that right now, i know everything. i know who all of you are fucking assholes who look around and wonder who you are trying to be to please other people are, and i know im not that. and that is what makes me happy. i'm me, and i honestly could not be happier. im thankful for all of my friends and experiences. Taryn Shelby Branco, I love you, and I know we don't always comply with each other, and all that shit, but you know, I honeslty beleive you are my friendship soulmate and I could not love you more. I will listen to any problem you have and help you through it. imean, seriously, what two people could meet and ten minutes later eat lunch togehter without one awkward silence!!? fuck, i didnt even know you and I comforted you through one of the hardest things you've ever gone through..Ashlay Elizabeth- fucking i dont even need to say a fucking word. you are my soul. anything and everything you ever want, you know im here for you and i agree with every opinion you have even though we are both so obnoxious and spoiled i cant imiagine my life without you....for real, i love you with all my heart. jessica elaine norris, you have been my best friend for three...more than three fucking years and i dont plan on that ending until the day i die. i could start naming things and memories from like fuckin 9th grade and only you would know what the fuck im talkin about! FUCKIN PINKY LINK BITCHES!!!! hahaha :) i love the shit out of you and fuckin know i always want to know whats going on in ur life no matter WHAT!!!! and all my sisters, we share something that some people will never know and even if i dont hang out with yall every weekend,i care about everything that gors on in ur life! i mean, EVERYTHING! now on to fucking boys....i dont want a boy that has love in his heart, for real, i dont want a boy that doesn't want me to be their love...im sick and tired of being used and abused by boys who think they know what they want. i want a boy who will love me for me and all of my little idiocencrecies for me..not just for sex. i want someone who will love me for my pointless stories and my messy bedroom and my cooking- i try, i really do. i want friends and boyfdriends who care about me, for serious;. its not quantity, but quality that counts to me now. i know i will always have jessica elaine norris, ashley elizabeth williams, dustin ryan pruitt, james edward berry, taryn shelby branco, and many others to count on,
!! i love ysll. <3 for always and forever. AKP
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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? ummmm, did the dirty
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dont even remember what they were
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? umm....no.
4. Did anyone close to you die? nope!
5. What countries did you visit? just this one
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a boyfriend
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? july 31st...311 concert
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? umm going to college and not failing :)
9. What was your biggest failure? hmm...i dont know! graduating like 352 out of 590 people hahaha.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nope
11. What was the best thing you bought? uhmmm....let's see..Napoleon Dynamite.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? all of my friends bc i love them :) and ill have any excuse to celebrate
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? joey thiessen
14. Where did most of your money go? alcohol, gas, clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? joey thiessen, concerts, college, parties
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? let's see....hey mama by the black eyed peas..is that weird? haha, it kinda is to me
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: more mature. i know what i want in a friend and i know who i dont want to be friends with. and i know how to cook and be responsible for myself.
i. happier or sadder? im always happy
ii. thinner or fatter? everyone else seems to think im thinner, but i think im fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer right now, but usually poorer. a lot poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? hmmm...not worked.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? worked.
20. How will you be spending Christmas? i spent christmas with my family at home. it was lovely. and also at my 2nd home, taryn's.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? fuck no. ugh.
23. How many one-night stands. one
24. What was your favorite TV program? the oc, desperate housewives!!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i dont really hate anyone per se, but yes. i dislike some people that i didnt last year.
26. What was the best book you read? Lullaby. He's Just Not That Into You.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? im not sure....i really dont know.
28. What did you want and get? uh...money?
30. What was your favorite film of this year? garden state, napoleon dynamite
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i went out to eat with all my BFFs at Red Lobster and i turned 18. and i also met my now BFF but then stranger J.E. Berry the 3rd.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? attending school drunk a few more times senior year. that was always interesting.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? pfffffft...jeans and a fuckin sweatshirt. hell yeah.
34. What kept you sane? umm...my friends, alcohol (i promise im not an alcoholic)
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Brad Pitt, Jon Heder, and of course Gwen Stefani
36. What political issue stirred you the most? georgia banning gay marriage
37. Who did you miss? everyone in new york, my Nina
38. Who was the best new person you met? Taryn Branco, all my sorority sisters, Jimi Berry
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: boys suck and always will.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: its been a wild ride, i wouldnt change a minute, i cant slow down inside, guess thats why i live it!
wow, this year has seriously been amazing. as bored and miserable as i am sitting alone in my room right now, i love my life. i really have changed a lot since last year, but of course im still me when it really comes down to it. but anywho, i am going to make a list of my new year's resolutions that im really going to try and accomplish and stick to. starrrrrrrrting...now:
1) only drink 4 nights a week or less
2) start studying before the night before the test
3) lose 5 pounds....or 10.
4) drink hard liquor mixed with diet soda to lose beer pudge
5) write more letters to people
6) go to sleep before 3 a.m. every night
7) do something nice for someone else each week
8) find someone to like, maybe to love
9) spend less money
10) buy more clothes and shoes :)
11) make at least 2 visits this semester to each Athens and Statesboro
12) dont go home on weekends...its just boring and a waste of time
13) stop going over on phone bill. and download a new ringtone...milkshake song is getting old. and kind of embarassing.
14) try and grow like...2 more inches
15) have so so so much fun and take lots of pictures so i can remember it later on in life
16) throw the biggest party for my 19th birthday, the most meaningless age
i guess that's all of them for now. i love yall. xo
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im so happy to be home!!! i miss everyone at school a real whole lot, but i forgot how much fun i could have here. im sure ill be bored in another couple of days, especially when i have to work. ive done pretty well at avoiding going into publix and giving them my hours. i have to go tomorrow though :( a road trip to charlotte is also called for this week. im so fucking cold!!! ugh. i still need to buy some christmas presents for people too. i cant wait for desperate housewives to come on later!! god im so addicted to that show. im also going to peachtree city to see my Katie-Boo later on this week as well. I love how i type things as they come to my mind and not in any coherent order whatsoever. I fell in love with Vanessa Carlton all over again today, and i bought her new cd. Its pretty ok, but the old one is better. My little car is so cute and i missed her so much, too bad i have to pay lke $700 to get all of her damages fixed. haha. i think ill just leave it broken til summer. hey, it still works, so why waste my money? I'm real excited for Christmas. I was gonna go up to NY for new years, since its like tradition and I havent ever spent new year's here, but i dont think im gonna make it up there, bummer :( so someone find me something totally awesome to do. another thing, Tyler Buckley is home and that surpasses all things.
"You'll see when you move out, it just sort of happens one day, and its just gone. You can never get it back. It's like your homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean, its like this right of passage, you know? You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for your family you start, its like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe thats all family really is...a group of people who miss the same imaginary place." --Garden State
god i love that quote so much.
xo.
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[10 Dec 2004|01:15pm] |
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im still kind of drunk right now. im pretty sure im turning into a lush. its cool, ill be real drunk again in about 4 more hours. good deal. i really hate boys. and thats the only thing im going to say about that. And that my backround of my phone no longer reads I <3 Jimbo. Now it says "Eff You Joey". That's really all im going to say. my hair is a curly mess right now as well and i look like fucking medusa. im developing narcolepsy. if i sit down anywhere for more than a half hour, i will fall asleep right there. i know thats not what narcolepsy is, but shut the fuck up. i slept yesterday from 3 until 10:30 then went over to rocky mountain then to the house. i love being there, if i was a boy i'd probably move in. singing on the porch at 3 in the morning is good times. i icant hang out with taryn anymore. im too good for her starting..yesterday. haha :) T-dawg, i fuckin love ya. im joing the AAA: Anti-Men Asexuals club of Atlanta. My big sis made it up. Sounds good, huh? I think so too. Selfishly enough, i went to the mall to buy Christmas presents the other day, but i ended up spending over $150 on myself...haha. Oh boy. It's cool though, im rich bitch. I still have enough money to buy everyone's presents. My not-so-secret santa is Ashley Williams. love her. a lot. December 17th is a day that im going to need to be completely wastedface. So if you are going to that show, im just giving you a fair warning. Stavik's birthday is tomorrow and there is a huge party. Hopefully some of the sexy six will accompany me. It will be SO much fun. Gator piss and everything. Anyways, I need to straighten my hair now. peace out.
Countdown to my BFF's birthday: 6 days
Countdown to Napoleon Dynamite release: 11 days
things i want to destroy: mustangs, prank phone calls, jimbo, pool tables, the song mr brightside, toys r us, power rangers, NCAA, cranberry sauce, taryn's guest bedroom, booger hill, elf(except i love this movie), seinfeld,november 23rd, kroger, warm spots, and most importantly having feelings for boys.
i guess im a little brokenhearted right now.
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this weekend sucked. well, friday was good and then i turned into a psycho retard 13 year old girl for saturday and most of the day yesterday. i dont know why im so worried. probably bc i really like him a lot. weird, huh? i know. i dont know how im not tired, i only got lie 3 hours of sleep last night. it always seems like when i dont plan on drinking is when i get the most wastedface. whatever! i have this beautiful new poster of Jim Morrison's face. mmmm. i love him. finals totally suck a dick. at manny's on saturday we watched freddy got fingered. i did not like it at all. i could have honestly lived my whole life without seeing that movie and been happy. then we watched suicide club, which is always good! today i peeled off my nail polish. taryn thinks thats gross but i dont. im happy for taryn. no more beef. ew, i hate that saying, its gay and it sounds gross. haha, im happy though. jim kalina, i know every fucking word to this one song of yalls. its kind of embarassing. haha. OMG! i saw danny le, the love of my life his weekend and he gave me a kiss on the cheek!! :) i melted inside. haha, awww. and also i was privileged to be graced with alex krieger's presence. hanging out with yall makes me feel old. i need to make a christmas list. what i want most is for ashley, betsy, norris, me, megan, and kara (if she feels like beng friends with us this time) to have a spoon sleepover. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! and i also want joey to come stay with me so we can cuddle. he is cute :). oh yeah, and everyone should go to the show the 17th at the sugar hill community center, because i will be there and i want to see you becasue i miss you and i love you. k thanks bye :)
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joseph scott thiessan has my heart <3
i haven't been this happy about anything in SO long!! :)
i just hope it lasts!!!!!!!!!!
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| call me back lata, YAYUH! |
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all i can hear right now is my roommates alarm clock going off. turns out she didnt turn it off today, and its REAL annoying.
im in love with a boy named Jimbo. He's my boo! :)
im excited to go home next week and see everyone! yay for good food too. boo for working :( i need money for christmas presents though. i am the best present buyer ever!! i love getting good presents for people! it makes me happy.
tonight there's a date night for kappa sig and i was invited, but truth be told, i'd rather stay home and wash my hair. is that mean? whatever. i just dont have the concentration to sit at a drive-in movie theater and watch two movies. even though it'll be for free, and i do want to see saw. whatev.
me and catie wagner are fucking retarded. we were so busy talking today on the way home from school, we missed the North Ave. stop and had to get off at arts center and get back on a southbound train. haha. it was so funny.
i hate how when i finally find someone to like, 3 other people come along and are interested. UGH. why can't you people space yourselves out?? im lonely for like 3 months and then 10 million people are like, oh hey whats up. not cool.
i think i could watch the movie Mean Girls every day and not get sick of it. I probably quote it as much as I used to quote Napolean, and that was a lot. Speaking of which, it comes out right near Christmas, and that would be a perfect present to get me ;) hinthint.
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if i havent talked to you in a month, its probably because i think you're a fucking asshole. you should know who you are if you read this. you're so malleable. you become what everyone else wants you to be and that isnt cool at all. be true to yourself. i miss the real you...unless that was just the you that you were around me.
with that being said, i think im going to start writing in here again. its a good place for me to vent, although i learned today that venting is actually bad, because it just gets you more worked up. see, i really do pay attention in class. which i might not have tomorrow, because apparently it might ice over. the school sent me an e-mail saying to listen to the radio tomorrow morning and see. hm, maybe ill just skip anyways.
my friends from new york came to see me this weekend! :) it was so much fun. yay. and i won a wheelbarrow race. hell yeah. im so talented at the most trivial shit ever. and next weekend i see my BFF and my boy BFF and my ex-BF! going to southern and Burnham's beamer is driving me all the way their! Yay for Burnin'em.
pretty sure listening to elton john and watching lifetime movies make me the happiest person on earth. and saddest, since all lifetime movies make me cry. haha. i can cry at the drop of a hat now. that takes effort.
all danielle ever plays on her radio is hillary duff. it makes me want to kill myself. except for that one song, the rain fall down, whatever. i love danielle though. haha, she kills me. she stays high, shes never not.
i think im getting a job at bath&body works next semester. if i feel like working. idk. god damn, i have so much laundry, its crazy. and my closet is still full of clothes. which is weird because i always feel like i have nothing to wear. ok im done.
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